Saturday, April 13, 2019
Monday, March 04, 2019
Monday, February 25, 2019
Thursday, February 14, 2019
The Wandering Earth, movie
I am probably not the intended audience for this movie as I disliked it quite a bit. The thing that irked me the most was characterization:
Yes, just as portrayed in the movie, human beings are capable of compassion, kindness, cooperation, and even self-sacrifice while working towards a common goal. But these are not revelations or keen observations of human nature.
Yes, just as portrayed in the movie, human beings are capable of compassion, kindness, cooperation, and even self-sacrifice while working towards a common goal. But these are not revelations or keen observations of human nature.
Saturday, February 09, 2019
Thursday, February 07, 2019
Magdalene's
"The staff at Magdalene's promise treatments for the deleterious effects of the High Wilderness: loneliness, desperation, folly, regret, love."
Tuesday, January 15, 2019
Advanced Wistful Stargazing
"This book contains comprehensive maps of the night sky, charts the patterns of several known comets, and speculates on the existence of other celestial bodies not yet perceived by kith eyes.
The author's tone is supportive and kind, encouraging those with a passion for the stars to nurture their curiosity and find deeper understanding of themselves in the vast unknown.
The maps might be useful to someone. The lesson might be useful to everyone."
Friday, December 28, 2018
Sunday, November 04, 2018
Does anything happen in these books?
itemised
"It is what a different postwar theoretical philosophy called redemption; all these insignificant moments of an insignificant daily life are here redeemed, by the ordinary, undistinctive sentences which write them down. They have not been transformed, or lent some higher meaning; they remain what they were before, transient and of no particular interest. Nor are they lifted into the timeless eternity of classical literature, posterity and the canon: you can dip into them wherever you like and they will not be any more quotable..."
"...this ‘being-for-the-reading-other’ makes for a new kind of otherness"
Saturday, October 20, 2018
Sunday, October 07, 2018
Monday, June 25, 2018
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
Goodbye Chicago
Before we parted, I asked you: "We all came to this city to change our lives. Are you happy how your life has changed?"
Goodbye Chicago. Stay beautiful.
Goodbye Chicago. Stay beautiful.
Wednesday, February 07, 2018
Chinese SF
"Each chapter is headed with a ‘life goal’: the first is ‘Drink some water that is not bitter, make some money’; the last is ‘Fly to the stars, draw humanity’s gaze back to the depths of the cosmos.’"
"Each chapter is headed with a ‘life goal’: the first is ‘Drink some water that is not bitter, make some money’; the last is ‘Fly to the stars, draw humanity’s gaze back to the depths of the cosmos.’"
Thursday, January 25, 2018
from the depths of the Pacific to the edge of the galaxy
"I solemnly swear, to devote my life and ability
in the defense of the United Nations of Earth
to defend the constitution of man
and to further the universal rights of all sentient life
from the depths of the Pacific
to the edge of the galaxy
for as long as I shall live."
in the defense of the United Nations of Earth
to defend the constitution of man
and to further the universal rights of all sentient life
from the depths of the Pacific
to the edge of the galaxy
for as long as I shall live."
Saturday, December 09, 2017
A game I have loved and what it taught me: SMAC
In Sid Meier’s Alpha Centauri (1999), we are put in charge of ensuring the survival of the last remnants of humanity, a few thousand people sent urgently in a starship to colonize the star system Alpha Centauri in the final days of Earth. Through the game, we not only get to decide how humanity may (or may not) survive, but also decide how humanity evolves into different future societies, and find its place among the stars. This unique science fiction setting drew me to Alpha Centauri as a teenager. At first, I expected to be simply entertained by the game. Yet years later as an adult, I still remember Alpha Centauri as a wellspring of ideas from which I drank and became transformed.
Through Alpha Centauri, I discovered ideas about how future societies may organize themselves to ensure human survival and progress. I discovered ideas about what future speculative technologies might be and how they will affect future societies. I remember that playing the game made me felt less lonely in the world, because I discovered that loneliness is a universal human condition and that it is timeless. I discovered hope and optimism in an uplifting possible future in which humanity finds its place among the stars. I found and grappled with ideas that are bigger than me. I made decisions that made me reflect on my capacity for empathy. I discovered that history is not a guiding moral force. I found these ideas so unexpected and erudite in a computer game that playing the game became a way for me to meditate about my place in the world...
Friday, December 08, 2017
Lying awake in bed
Lying awake in bed last night, I heard what sounded like Chinese
opera music playing from my neighbor's apartment. No it can't be, I
thought and closed my eyes. And for a few seconds, I was back in my
childhood bed in my grandparents' house. Then, as now, light from the
the evening streets leaked through my bedroom windows. And I could hear
my neighbor's TV playing audibly. When lay still, I could make out the
words of the TV shows being played. Sometimes, I would lie with my eyes
open, tracing out the room in semi darkness. Other times I would lie
with my eyes closed. Time slowed, and nothing else seem to mattered.
Sunday, November 19, 2017
Saturday, October 21, 2017
Saturday, August 26, 2017
There will still be something beautiful
"One of those messages tells of a love which failed, and a fall. It tells, too, of what came after."
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Brazil
"There are parts of my life that you don't know," you said. "Before
I met you, there was someone else, and things happened when I went back
to Brazil."
Tuesday, September 13, 2016
Thursday, August 11, 2016
Friday, August 05, 2016
"Our intuitive interpretation in such cases seems to arise from the association of connected ideas, not by logical inference on the basis of known facts about the world."The concept of cat face
Thursday, July 28, 2016
"You’re famous French detective Antoine Saint Germain. You’ve gathered the suspects in one room (as you do) to announce the culprit. The only problem is that you have no idea who is actually guilty."
Death off the Cuff
What Will You, The Detective, Do Next?
Wednesday, July 20, 2016
Ducks
An amateur mistake, surely. It is common knowledge that Gloranthan Ducks are death-worshipping berserkers: their terrible wraith is without equal in Dragon Pass.
https://twitter.com/jesawyer/status/750392743478734848
Tuesday, July 12, 2016
Silently corrupt
This is a terrifying bug: any ZoL pool that was created with v0.6.4 and above (released April 8, 2015) is corrupt. Worst of all, it is silently corrupt.
Silently corrupted file in snapshots after send/receive
Silently corrupted file in snapshots after send/receive
Wednesday, June 29, 2016
Depart, I say, and let us have done with you.
“You have sat too long here for any good you have been doing. Depart, I
say, and let us have done with you. In the name of God, go.”
For heaven’s sake man, go!
For heaven’s sake man, go!
Wednesday, June 22, 2016
The speed of space
During inflation, two particles traveled a millimeter or so in in 10 ^ -32 seconds. This means that they traveled at about 10 ^ 20 times the speed of light.
We Are Star Stuff
We Are Star Stuff
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Sunday, June 05, 2016
Degrees of freedom
So the question almost forces itself on us: is there something about your identity, your individual consciousness, that’s inextricably bound up with degrees of freedom that it’s physically impossible to clone?“Can computers become conscious?”: A Reply to Roger Penrose
Friday, May 13, 2016
Thursday, April 28, 2016
The Three Body Problem 三体
I haven't read sci-fi in years, and so it was with a feeling of elation that I read through The Three Body Problem 三体 and The Dark Forest 黑暗森林. A couple of thoughts:
Aside from the content, what struck me are the limited narrative devices, which seems to be the main body of criticism that this was a good story told by a not so good story-teller. E.g. cliffhangers in the traditional sense are non-existent; some chapters end in declarative statements that do not even function as transitions. In the face of this shortcoming, I find it more remarkable that the suspense is maintained and driven by the plot alone.
National history joining world history, autarkic cultural developments bridged by the common heritage of science, contingent circumstances reverting to universal axioms. The permutation of these themes gives the novel its suppleness and originality.The first is not a new motif, but significance of this novel in the wider body of Chinese literature lies in it endowing the reader a belonging in the future of world history. And in doing so, kept Chinese society awake and brought it closer to the world.
Aside from the content, what struck me are the limited narrative devices, which seems to be the main body of criticism that this was a good story told by a not so good story-teller. E.g. cliffhangers in the traditional sense are non-existent; some chapters end in declarative statements that do not even function as transitions. In the face of this shortcoming, I find it more remarkable that the suspense is maintained and driven by the plot alone.
National history joining world history, autarkic cultural developments bridged by the common heritage of science, contingent circumstances reverting to universal axioms. The permutation of these themes gives the novel its suppleness and originality.The first is not a new motif, but significance of this novel in the wider body of Chinese literature lies in it endowing the reader a belonging in the future of world history. And in doing so, kept Chinese society awake and brought it closer to the world.
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
Saturday, April 16, 2016
Saturday, March 26, 2016
Sunday, March 20, 2016
Analysis followed through to conclusions
"This particular operation means to render unthinkable the idea that people could arrive at revolutionary politics via a clear-headed analysis followed through to conclusions. Instead they must be in the grip of some hidden compulsion which they obey relentlessly, all the while insisting that this obedience is freedom."Review of 'The East'
Wednesday, March 09, 2016
Monday, March 07, 2016
ZFS on Linux with LUKS startup automount; Ubuntu 16.04
When ZFS became a first class citizen under Ubuntu, the issue of ZFS on Linux with LUKS not auto-mounting properly at startup was finally addressed in Xenial 16.04.
The following steps successfully produced a successful auto-mount on a nightly build of Xenial in VirtualBox:
# list block devices using /dev/disk/by-id
sudo ls /dev/disk/by-id
# identify the block device for the LUKS container; here, the example is a VirtualBox device
ata-VBOX_HARDDISK_VBd5b297e5-009dc9f9
# create a key file
sudo dd if=/dev/urandom of=/root/key bs=1024 count=64
# encrypt [using defaults here for simplicity] target block device with key file
sudo cryptsetup luksFormat /dev/disk/by-id/ata-VBOX_HARDDISK_VBd5b297e5-009dc9f9 /root/key
# find the newly encrypted LUKS container uuid
sudo blkid
# the result should show the device with TYPE="crypto_LUKS"
/dev/sdc: UUID="b7458a4d-2d45-42bc-8fe7-f392e0a0f85f" TYPE="crypto_LUKS"
# open the LUKS container with key file and map it to a name, example here is mapped to "crypt-c"
sudo cryptsetup luksOpen UUID=b7458a4d-2d45-42bc-8fe7-f392e0a0f85f --key-file /root/key crypt-c
# add a line for the new LUKS container under crypttab so it can be identified during startup
sudo nano /etc/crypttab
crypt-c UUID=b7458a4d-2d45-42bc-8fe7-f392e0a0f85f /root/key luks
# Identify the LUKS partition UUID
sudo ls /dev/disk/by-id
# the result should show the device starting with dm-uuid-CRYPT
dm-uuid-CRYPT-LUKS1-b7458a4d2d4542bc8fe7f392e0a0f85f-crypt-c
# create the zfs partition on top of the LUKS partition
sudo zpool create -o ashift=12 zfs-test-pool /dev/disk/by-id/dm-uuid-CRYPT-LUKS1-b7458a4d2d4542bc8fe7f392e0a0f85f-crypt-c
# nothing added under /etc/fstab
# upon restarting, zfs-test-pool is auto-mounted and can be verified with zpool status
Reference links:
zfs-raid-and-luks-encryption-in-linux
zfs-on-linux-with-luks-encrypted-disks
zfs-raidz-encryption
zfsonlinux/pkg-zfs/issues/126
cryptsetup/+bug/1422153
Dm-crypt/Device_encryption manual
The following steps successfully produced a successful auto-mount on a nightly build of Xenial in VirtualBox:
# list block devices using /dev/disk/by-id
sudo ls /dev/disk/by-id
# identify the block device for the LUKS container; here, the example is a VirtualBox device
ata-VBOX_HARDDISK_VBd5b297e5-009dc9f9
# create a key file
sudo dd if=/dev/urandom of=/root/key bs=1024 count=64
# encrypt [using defaults here for simplicity] target block device with key file
sudo cryptsetup luksFormat /dev/disk/by-id/ata-VBOX_HARDDISK_VBd5b297e5-009dc9f9 /root/key
# find the newly encrypted LUKS container uuid
sudo blkid
# the result should show the device with TYPE="crypto_LUKS"
/dev/sdc: UUID="b7458a4d-2d45-42bc-8fe7-f392e0a0f85f" TYPE="crypto_LUKS"
# open the LUKS container with key file and map it to a name, example here is mapped to "crypt-c"
sudo cryptsetup luksOpen UUID=b7458a4d-2d45-42bc-8fe7-f392e0a0f85f --key-file /root/key crypt-c
# add a line for the new LUKS container under crypttab so it can be identified during startup
sudo nano /etc/crypttab
crypt-c UUID=b7458a4d-2d45-42bc-8fe7-f392e0a0f85f /root/key luks
# Identify the LUKS partition UUID
sudo ls /dev/disk/by-id
# the result should show the device starting with dm-uuid-CRYPT
dm-uuid-CRYPT-LUKS1-b7458a4d2d4542bc8fe7f392e0a0f85f-crypt-c
# create the zfs partition on top of the LUKS partition
sudo zpool create -o ashift=12 zfs-test-pool /dev/disk/by-id/dm-uuid-CRYPT-LUKS1-b7458a4d2d4542bc8fe7f392e0a0f85f-crypt-c
# nothing added under /etc/fstab
# upon restarting, zfs-test-pool is auto-mounted and can be verified with zpool status
Reference links:
zfs-raid-and-luks-encryption-in-linux
zfs-on-linux-with-luks-encrypted-disks
zfs-raidz-encryption
zfsonlinux/pkg-zfs/issues/126
cryptsetup/+bug/1422153
Dm-crypt/Device_encryption manual
Sunday, March 06, 2016
Tuesday, March 01, 2016
But what then?
"But what then? Is it better to stand by in the face of tragedy? To let it wash over the world, a hungry tide?"
Friday, February 26, 2016
Equity
As all Western legal systems have known since Aristotle, literal interpretation of any legal material will sometimes produce unintended unjust results, which can and should be corrected by the invocation of "equity."The Linux Kernel, CDDL, ZFS, Dtrace
Labels:
language police,
power and prerogative,
technology
Monday, February 01, 2016
Friday, January 29, 2016
Released
I've decided to publish and back date some drafts that I've been withholding. These are posts that were written for occasions, experiences and periods in life that left me with such raw feelings, feelings that I found difficult to both capture and disclose.With time and distance I can approach some of these instances with detachment. All drafts will be released as an ongoing process, be it takes months, years, or even decades, so that the truth of the moment is not lost to time.
Saturday, January 16, 2016
"A Russian officer maybe?"
"Do you know my parents?"
"Are they famous?"
Elena nodded. "My father was a Russian officer maybe, I think, and Mama comes from a famous Cossack family. They're all soldiers!"
"A Russian officer maybe?" I raised an eyebrow.
"Well, Mama met him when she was dressed as a man and joined the Cossack host. He was very surprised, I think," Elena shrugged. "Mama says he died of shock, leaving me as a present. But I think he probably ran away because Mama is so fierce!" She looked proud rather than distressed at this prospect.
I blinked down at the little cabin girl, rather at loss as to how I should respond. "That's... nice." I hazarded, and she nodded enthusiastically.
Monday, January 04, 2016
Photographs
The thought of photographs and cameras made me feel very melancholy. I remember buying an extremely poor quality camera and then abandoning it only to have my parents take up on it. They made use of it enthusiastically, not minding that the camera was of a Christmas-cracker joke quality. They seemed truly derived joy in using it. There is something about the effect of documenting the present, the happiness of capturing the effervescent.
Thinking of fleeting moments make me think of the future. Will there be someone to remember me? As I remember my parents now, however narrowly? I am thirty one now and yet to have a family of my own. I feel... very alone, sometimes. There is few if anything, no photographs, to document the life I am living/have lived. My mind wanders widely. But how much can we say to have lived if we pass through the world silently, observing? And letting what we read and the ideas that we understand act as ciphers of our being?
Thinking of fleeting moments make me think of the future. Will there be someone to remember me? As I remember my parents now, however narrowly? I am thirty one now and yet to have a family of my own. I feel... very alone, sometimes. There is few if anything, no photographs, to document the life I am living/have lived. My mind wanders widely. But how much can we say to have lived if we pass through the world silently, observing? And letting what we read and the ideas that we understand act as ciphers of our being?
Sunday, January 03, 2016
80 Days
"As well as brilliantly retelling Jules Verne’s classic through hundreds of optional and intertwined encounters, its locations and their inhabitants are a constant source of delight. It is, wonderfully, a game concerned with progress and progressive thinking. The journey itself is at the heart of that but Inkle repeatedly confound my expectations with the humane and empathetic depiction of the many cultures and people of the world."80 Days Impressions
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Saturday, December 19, 2015
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
Quantum Converter
And when at last it is time for the transition from megacorporation to planetary government, from entrepreneur to emperor, it is then that the true genius of our strategy shall become apparent, for energy is the lifeblood of this society and when the chips are down he who controls the energy supply controls Planet. In former times the energy monopoly was called “The Power Company”; we intend to give this name an entirely new meaning.
—CEO Nwabudike Morgan, “The Centauri Monopoly”
Saturday, December 12, 2015
Tuesday, December 08, 2015
Sunday, December 06, 2015
Saturday, December 05, 2015
Thursday, December 03, 2015
Tree Farm
In the great commons at Gaia’s Landing we have a tall and particularly beautiful stand of white pine, planted at the time of the first colonies. It represents our promise to the people, and to Planet itself, never to repeat the tragedy of Earth.
—Lady Deirdre Skye, “Planet Dreams”
Wednesday, December 02, 2015
Die Gedanken sind frei
Die Gedanken sind frei, but if you don’t understand the language, thoughts aren’t free: getting access to them is difficult and expensive.
If you conceive of science as an information system, as an accumulation of data and logical relations between data, then you will probably feel that the efficiencies of English monolingualism outweigh its disadvantages. But Gordin also (and too briefly) introduces a different conception of science, not much taken up by philosophers, which emphasises the importance of metaphorical extension in scientific change. Scientific notions like wave, force, law, heredity and fact have different semantics when expressed in different languages: as metaphors imported from everyday life, they have different resonances and affiliations in different cultures and languages, and therefore different bearings on the resources scientists have to extend their meanings through research and theory. (Science itself is such a notion: its semantics in English are not exactly the same as les sciences, Wissenschaft, наука or επιστήμη.) So, depending on whether you think of science solely as an information system or as encompassing the dynamic exploration of metaphors, you come to different conclusions about the significance of monolingualism. If metaphor is central to science, then the language in which science happens matters a lot.
The road from universal Latinity to universal English was full of twists, turns and bumps
Saturday, November 28, 2015
Psi Gate
Go through, my children! The time of miracles is upon us. Let us cast off sin and walk together to the Garden of the Lord. With God’s mercy we shall meet again on the other side.
—Sister Miriam Godwinson, “Last Testament”
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Propositions of wealth
1. Wealth is whichever input that helps one produces/procures a set of things that one value.
2. Wealth can produce intermediaries that are also wealth, i.e. follows #1.
3. Things that one value are not necessarily wealth; if no things are valued, then there could be no wealth.
2. Wealth can produce intermediaries that are also wealth, i.e. follows #1.
3. Things that one value are not necessarily wealth; if no things are valued, then there could be no wealth.
Thursday, November 19, 2015
Eternally beautiful
When I think about travel in my mind, I see a girl on a boat, scantily clad, eternally beautiful, hair blowing in the wind. She has no problems, no fucked up love life, no issues with money. It’s just an endless adventure with the promise of late night kisses and skies filled with stars.4 ways travel has hurt me
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
The Long Dark
You wander the long road to observe the quiet apocalypse and chronicle the passing of an era.
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Necessity or ideologyIn the 12th and 13th centuries, judges would be sent out from Westminster every seven years to adjudicate on any disputes that had come about since their last sojourn. In 1292, in Shropshire, Alice Knotte complained that Thomas Champeneys ‘detaineth from her seven shillings in money and a surcoat of the value of three shillings’. ‘Alice can get no justice at all,’ she protested, ‘seeing that she is poor and that this Thomas is rich.’ She implored the judge: ‘I have none to help me save God and you.’Alice then might be Alice today. What should she do? She cannot simply take the seven shillings from Thomas. Not only does the law forbid it, Thomas’s wealth means he probably has the power to take it back (or worse). So without access to a court, Alice has to rely on his goodwill for her money and her surcoat. This shows the first reason to care about access to justice, by which I mean being in a position to have your legal claims heard and enforced by a court. Such access is necessary if our rights are to have real content; without it, the rich and powerful can exploit the poor and weak.
Sunday, November 08, 2015
Writing's on The Wall
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
Monday, November 02, 2015
Thank you, Your Grace, for your kind advice
On his retirement Fisher advised Harold Macmillan against appointing
Michael Ramsey as his successor. The conversation, as reconstructed by
Ramsey, went as follows:
Fisher: I have come to give you some advice about my successor. Whomever you choose, under no account must it be Michael Ramsey, the Archbishop of York. Dr Ramsey is a theologian, a scholar and a man of prayer. Therefore, he is entirely unsuitable as archbishop of Canterbury. I have known him all his life. I was his headmaster at Repton.
Macmillan: Thank you, Your Grace, for your kind advice. You may have been Dr Ramsey’s headmaster, but you were not mine.
Macmillan
duly appointed Ramsey, who was a reforming archbishop, making his mark
as a supporter of the liberation of homosexuality, as a strong opponent
of apartheid and of the Smith regime in Rhodesia, and as an influential
voice opposing curbs on immigration for Kenyan Asians.
Sunday, November 01, 2015
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
There is a beautiful scene in The Illusionist: a gust of wind sweeps through a darken room and turns through pages of a book. The resulting shadows, rising and receding, dance on the wall to the flickering illumination of the outside street lights.
Whenever I watch this scene, I feel a deep sense of joy, and then sadness at the fleeting moment of wonder.
Illusionist Finale
Labels:
film and animation,
music,
persistence of memory
Monday, September 28, 2015
Self-Aware Machines
Without sensibility no object would be given to us, without understanding no object would be thought. Thoughts without content are empty, intuitions without concepts are blind.
- —Immanuel Kant,
- “Critique of Pure Reason”, Datalinks
Saturday, September 19, 2015
ZFS tracker
ZFS is a very nice combined file system and logical volume manager. I have been using it for the past couple of years. I follow the development discussions and find some of them fascinating: a very subtle bug became the first time for the project in its history to contain a major data lost issue in its production release; a few scenarios and drastic implications on changing a default code.
Friday, September 18, 2015
Digital Sentience
We are no longer particularly in the business of writing software to perform specific tasks. We now teach the software how to learn, and in the primary bonding process it molds itself around the task to be performed. The feedback loop never really ends, so a tenth year polysentience can be a priceless jewel or a psychotic wreck, but it is the primary bonding—the childhood, if you will—that has the most far-reaching repercussions.
—Bad’l Ron, Wakener,
Morgan Polysoft
“Computers with personality”
—Bad’l Ron, Wakener,
Morgan Polysoft
“Computers with personality”
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Pre-Sentient Algorithms
Begin with a function of arbitrary complexity. Feed it values, “sense data”. Then, take your result, square it, and feed it back into your original function, adding a new set of sense data. Continue to feed your results back into the original function ad infinitum. What do you have? The fundamental principle of human consciousness.
—Academician Prokhor Zakharov, “The Feedback Principle”
“Computers on the verge of self-awareness”
Tuesday, September 08, 2015
Human intelligence and AI
"... the ordinary human (rapidly losing the ability to comprehend what is going on around them); the enhanced human (the driver of change over the next 100 years, but perhaps eventually surpassed); and all around them vast machine intellects, some alien (evolved completely in silicon) and some strangely familiar (hybrids)."
Don’t Worry, Smart Machines Will Take Us With Them
Monday, September 07, 2015
Friday, September 04, 2015
Sky Hydroponics Lab
Sky farms are fantastically beautiful, with their kilometer long networks of glass framed in grids of metal, and the sunlight shining through jungles of vegetation inside. When one of them catches the light, you can see the refracted beauty for miles; they are life-giving stars on a desolate planet … gardens on the wing.
—Lady Deidre Skye, “Planet Dreams”
Wednesday, September 02, 2015
Love, relationship parity, instrumentality
Before she left some years ago for one of the top business schools, one of my co-workers asked me, "Are men intimidated by smart women?"
In retracing this now, I think part of the answer is that we want to show our best selves, and as we go about doing so, we start to evaluate ourselves instrumentally, which completely obliterates sense of our own intrinsic value.
To deal with this, we then try to live the male fantasy (e.g. Princess Bride, Stardust) "where we vanish into thin air, come back 10x times the man we were, and our problems are solved."
Another part of the answer is that few of us ever really know what it is that we want - not truly. We simply grasp at mirages that we think will fulfill us.
In retracing this now, I think part of the answer is that we want to show our best selves, and as we go about doing so, we start to evaluate ourselves instrumentally, which completely obliterates sense of our own intrinsic value.
To deal with this, we then try to live the male fantasy (e.g. Princess Bride, Stardust) "where we vanish into thin air, come back 10x times the man we were, and our problems are solved."
Another part of the answer is that few of us ever really know what it is that we want - not truly. We simply grasp at mirages that we think will fulfill us.
Sunday, August 23, 2015
A hairpin: love, lost, Shadowrun Hong Kong
"I keep this to remind myself of the things we have to give up, in pursuit of what we think is best. But few of us ever really know what it is that we want - not truly.
We simply grasp at mirages that we think will fulfill us.
Humans tie themselves to other people with the most tenuous of strings, thinking love will fill the emptiness inside us. When that fails, we tell ourselves it was not meant to be - that fate, or destiny, would have wrenched us apart.
But that is a convenient lie. It is up to us, and only up to us, to make our futures.
So I feel that it would behoove me to never forget the things I have given up in pursuit of 'the better option.' I do not dwell in the past, nor am I haunted by it, but it would be doing S. a disservice to forget what she wanted for me."
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
The Singularity Inductor
What actually transpires beneath the veil of an event horizon? Decent people shouldn’t think too much about that.
—Academician Prokhor Zakharov, “For I Have Tasted The Fruit”
Controlled Singularity
Some would ask, how could a perfect God create a universe filled with so much that is evil. They have missed a greater conundrum: why would a perfect God create a universe at all?
-- Sister Miriam Godwinson, "But for the Grace of God"
“Control the power of black holes”
As engineers quickly discovered, it’s one thing to understand Singularity Mechanics and another thing entirely to attempt Controlled Singularity—harnessing and directing the powers of a black hole. Breakthroughs in Applied Gravitonics finally make this technology possible, with a host of amazing and potent applications, from radical new types of weaponry to global power sources.
Monday, August 17, 2015
I sit in my cubicle, here on the motherworld.
When I die, they will put my body in a box and
dispose of it in the cold ground.
And in all the million ages to come, I will never
breathe or laugh or twitch again.
So won’t you run and play with me here among the
teeming mass of humanity?
The universe has spared us this moment.
—Anonymous, Datalinks
—Anonymous, Datalinks
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Interstellar - the science and the movie
I recently read through 'The Science of Interstellar', a book rich in scientific concepts made accessible through the context of the movie.
I went back to re-watched a few selected scenes and still find myself captivated by the fidelity, realism, and interactions playing out on different scales: the silence of space, filled to suspense by the powerful, atmospheric music; the delicacy of the orbital maneuvers and docking sequences in which everything is decided by a couple of degrees and meters; time dilation that stretch hours into decades; gravity that shape tidal forces on Miller's planet; gravitational lensing on approaching Gargantua.
I wouldn't find a person interesting if he or she simply brush the movie off without even considering the possibilities. The movie is a good litmus test on people's ability to accept and work with abstract ideas. And I believe the more abstract concepts that we are able to hold in our minds, the broader our bandwidth for understanding.
I went back to re-watched a few selected scenes and still find myself captivated by the fidelity, realism, and interactions playing out on different scales: the silence of space, filled to suspense by the powerful, atmospheric music; the delicacy of the orbital maneuvers and docking sequences in which everything is decided by a couple of degrees and meters; time dilation that stretch hours into decades; gravity that shape tidal forces on Miller's planet; gravitational lensing on approaching Gargantua.
I wouldn't find a person interesting if he or she simply brush the movie off without even considering the possibilities. The movie is a good litmus test on people's ability to accept and work with abstract ideas. And I believe the more abstract concepts that we are able to hold in our minds, the broader our bandwidth for understanding.
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
What would John Rawls say about... the GPL?
I sometimes wondered about how Rawl's philosophy would apply to certain contemporary issues and how the general approach can be reconcile with the specificity of the concern.
I say sometimes, because I didn't think about Rawls at all when reading about permissive licensing versus copyleft. But then, I found a most cogent argument in favor of copyleft, and it used the exact argument that Rawls made: "what is the better option for EVERYONE?":
"People who really care about freedom care about it for EVERYONE, and licensing that maximizes freedom for everyone trumps the "strings attached" in that regard, that is such a simple thing to see that it challenges credulity to think that someone who cares about freedom could say otherwise."
Labels:
language police,
power and prerogative,
technology
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Reflections on the writings in a quest
Her mirthless laughter sounds like water breaking on rocks:I'm quite taken by this memorable moment in "A Servant of Death", especially in the way that it questions agency and choice.
"What is a god that his voice should carry so far? And what are you that you should so eagerly obey?
The gods only have dominion over what we cede. And you would cede matters of life and death to them."
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Resettling the entire 5.5m residents of Hong Kong in Northern Ireland at the height of the Troubles
“You have raised some important considerations to which we shall want to give careful thought."
UK officials discussed resettling 5.5m Hong Kong Chinese in Northern Ireland at the height of the Troubles
UK officials discussed resettling 5.5m Hong Kong Chinese in Northern Ireland at the height of the Troubles
Sunday, July 05, 2015
Friday, June 26, 2015
Why Open Source misses the point of Free Software
"The term “open source” quickly became associated with ideas and arguments based only on practical values, such as making or having powerful, reliable software."Why Open Source misses the point of Free Software
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Heuristic for feelings
On Disliking Poetry
Reading through the article, a question came to me: how important was poetry in my development? Did it modify my mental model at all? My first instinctive answers were: 1) not important, and 2) very little.
Let me expand on that a bit more. I actually took a poetry class in college, but in terms of shaping my thoughts it was overshadowed completely by other things. To name just a few of what those other things were: comparative lit, critical theory, analysis, modern and contemporary Chinese film and literature.
In the normal course of life encounters with poetry, I once purchased a book of poetry back in college. The book was unrelated to any class. I remember flipping through a few pages then promptly went back to reading the LRB; it was long form essays that modified my beliefs more than anything else, then or now.
Searching through my blog archives, I can count a relatively few, but not unimportant instances, in which I noted down poetry. Reading through the list of poems [1] again, I tried to pin down what significance poetry might been of to me: poetry functioned as a heuristic for feelings/sentiments. Longing, love, loneliness, sorrow: feelings in all their permutations mapped to a singular expression, if only for a few moments and within a few words.
In exploring and expressing more complicated ideas, it is not clear whether poetry is the proper function. Unless it is relaying an idea so permeated that poetry loses its evocativeness.
[1]:
Let go your earthly tether
On and on the Great River rolls, racing east. Of proud and gallant heroes its white-tops leave no trace, As right and wrong, pride and fall turn all at once unreal.
And you are as God made you, beautiful; And you are as God made you, unexpected"
In dreadful deeds fearless
Recital is the unsophisticated assassination of poetry
Inviting Writers to Drink
Drunk in Autumn Woods
Erinnerung an die Marie A.
Sorrowing, as water streams without interruption
I offer something more with these thoughts, which only you will notice.
Sorrow is hushed into peace in my heart like the evening among the silent trees
"Then Amnon... said to her, 'Get up and get out!'"
Reading through the article, a question came to me: how important was poetry in my development? Did it modify my mental model at all? My first instinctive answers were: 1) not important, and 2) very little.
Let me expand on that a bit more. I actually took a poetry class in college, but in terms of shaping my thoughts it was overshadowed completely by other things. To name just a few of what those other things were: comparative lit, critical theory, analysis, modern and contemporary Chinese film and literature.
In the normal course of life encounters with poetry, I once purchased a book of poetry back in college. The book was unrelated to any class. I remember flipping through a few pages then promptly went back to reading the LRB; it was long form essays that modified my beliefs more than anything else, then or now.
Searching through my blog archives, I can count a relatively few, but not unimportant instances, in which I noted down poetry. Reading through the list of poems [1] again, I tried to pin down what significance poetry might been of to me: poetry functioned as a heuristic for feelings/sentiments. Longing, love, loneliness, sorrow: feelings in all their permutations mapped to a singular expression, if only for a few moments and within a few words.
In exploring and expressing more complicated ideas, it is not clear whether poetry is the proper function. Unless it is relaying an idea so permeated that poetry loses its evocativeness.
[1]:
Let go your earthly tether
On and on the Great River rolls, racing east. Of proud and gallant heroes its white-tops leave no trace, As right and wrong, pride and fall turn all at once unreal.
And you are as God made you, beautiful; And you are as God made you, unexpected"
In dreadful deeds fearless
Recital is the unsophisticated assassination of poetry
Inviting Writers to Drink
Drunk in Autumn Woods
Erinnerung an die Marie A.
Sorrowing, as water streams without interruption
I offer something more with these thoughts, which only you will notice.
Sorrow is hushed into peace in my heart like the evening among the silent trees
"Then Amnon... said to her, 'Get up and get out!'"
Monday, June 15, 2015
Mad Max: Fury Road
A fantastic movie. I never imagined Charlize Theron as an action hero, but I can't imagine her not being one after watching her performance in 'Fury Road'.
The movie covers and expands on all the thematic elements that made the Road Warrior exceptional: it's no longer mankind versus just the desert, but the wasteland - one visited by surreal sand storms, populated by not just outcasts, but the dispossessed.
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Nature is constantly changing, like the wind
A Breath of Fresh Air [3.01]
Zaheer: Have you ever read the poetry of the great airbending Guru, Lahima?
Guard: What?
Zaheer: Guru Lahima lived 4000 years ago in the Northern Air Temple. It is said that he unlocked the secrets of weightlessness and became untethered from the earth, living his final 40 years without ever touching the ground.
Guard: Is that how you plan to escape, with something you picked up from an old airbender childrens story?
Zaheer: Like all great children's tales, it contains truth within the myth. Lahima once wrote, "Instinct is a lie told by a fearful body, hoping to be wrong."
Guard: What's that supposed to mean?
Zaheer: It means, that when you base your expectations only on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality.
Monday, June 08, 2015
Modern Irish Literature
"Ireland has less of a tradition of literary realism than England, though for an English critic to say so may require a degree of diplomacy. It may sound like saying that Ireland is deficient in realism in the same way that a nation might be deficient in hospitality or human rights. This is because realism is one of those terms which can be both normative and descriptive, like ‘nature’ or ‘culture’. It can mean, neutrally, the kind of art which aims for verisimilitude, or it can mean one which succeeds in penetrating to the truth of how things are. Realism can refer to the representational mode of an art form, or to its cognitive effect... ‘Realistic’ is a value term, whereas ‘realist’ is not, or not necessarily."Running out of Soil
Friday, June 05, 2015
Not every experience is singular
When I think about my writing, what comes to mind is not writing enough. This has the disadvantage of leaving too many unspoken assumptions.
I did not mention many things. Fortunately, they're no longer important. Not every experience is singular.
I did not mention many things. Fortunately, they're no longer important. Not every experience is singular.
Sunday, May 24, 2015
Saturday, May 23, 2015
Merit? What an obscene notion
“Working-class students are more likely to enter college with the notion that the purpose of higher education is learning in the classrooms, and invest their time and energy accordingly...”Why ‘pedigree’ students get the best jobs
Merit? What an obscene notion! Everyone knows what truly counts is the divine right of kings.
Friday, May 15, 2015
For, although
... the thing with the Davis-Raab approach to civil liberties is that the critique has no organising principle. Other than heady and misty invocations of Magna Carta, it does not see the need for any overall legal framework that enables the citizen to rely on their rights against state power.For, although there can be sincere, powerful and passionate criticism of individual proposals, there is also a dislike of the legal instruments such as the Human Rights Act and the European Convention on Human Rights that can check government abuse in any systemic way. Such Tory civil libertarianism wants the benefits of a libertarian approach to policy in certain (usually populist) cases without the means of placing such libertarianism on a sustainable basis.
Tories and civil liberties: the fascinating appointment of Dominic Raab
Monday, May 11, 2015
Sunday, May 03, 2015
Telling other people's kids to not go to college
One advantage of living in a place (i.e. the U.S.) that has economic and social institutions that enable the country to operate near the technological frontier is not having to listen to such nonsense:
Singapore Wants Kids to Skip College
I wonder what John Rawls have to say about clamping down on attainment of education. I imagine that he would say that this is not a sign of a well organized society. Why wouldn't a society spend more time create more jobs that people actually want, instead of just telling people to "work hard" (as if the person saying it is the only one doing so). Even if it was meant to be reassurance, it's bloody rude to tell people not to send their kids to college.
Unless there are genuine education alternatives to college, to which I'm sure there are. In fact that is a subject of much debate in the U.S. But it seems to me that the tone and intent of the original... "encouragement" seem far from trying to build credible alternatives that lead to better quality of life than just telling people to work as manual laborers, of which I'm sure exclude those esteemed people giving the encouragement in the first place.
It's also stated quite clearly that there is a skill mismatch from education to the configuration of the country's economy. Well, the U.S. has a similar problem, but that's because it cannot get enough number of qualified people to do high paying work. It makes wonder whether it is the dirigism coming home to roost. Keeping a diversified economy is a good idea, but selecting exactly what those sectors are is probably not. What is considered a diversified economy even ten years ago is probably no longer true today. Keeping to them is to maintain a static vision of the future.
Singapore Wants Kids to Skip College
I wonder what John Rawls have to say about clamping down on attainment of education. I imagine that he would say that this is not a sign of a well organized society. Why wouldn't a society spend more time create more jobs that people actually want, instead of just telling people to "work hard" (as if the person saying it is the only one doing so). Even if it was meant to be reassurance, it's bloody rude to tell people not to send their kids to college.
Unless there are genuine education alternatives to college, to which I'm sure there are. In fact that is a subject of much debate in the U.S. But it seems to me that the tone and intent of the original... "encouragement" seem far from trying to build credible alternatives that lead to better quality of life than just telling people to work as manual laborers, of which I'm sure exclude those esteemed people giving the encouragement in the first place.
It's also stated quite clearly that there is a skill mismatch from education to the configuration of the country's economy. Well, the U.S. has a similar problem, but that's because it cannot get enough number of qualified people to do high paying work. It makes wonder whether it is the dirigism coming home to roost. Keeping a diversified economy is a good idea, but selecting exactly what those sectors are is probably not. What is considered a diversified economy even ten years ago is probably no longer true today. Keeping to them is to maintain a static vision of the future.
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